I don't know why Daniel broke up with me, he just did. Right on stage in front of a whole audience, just as we were about to perform. He didn't know how much I loved him. We were so deeply in love, and it was so hard letting go of him, but I managed to do it with Dahvie around…
The night of the brake up, the ride home was painfully silent, neither me or Dahvie spoke a word. When we got back to the house, I slammed the door shut behind me. I didn't bother washing off my smeared makeup or changing, I just dropped down on to my little bed on the floor. Dahvie stood in the doorway "Night, Jayy…sorry about what happened" I sighed. "It's okay I guess" I said, trying not to cry. Dahvie started to walk away, then he took one last glance at my miserable face, and the tiny uncomfortable looking mattress on the cold hard ground. He signed. "…Hey Jayy?" I looked up at Dahvie. "um…" He hesitated. "Do you wanna, um…maybe sleep in my bed tonight?" I smiled and looked down. "sure"
I changed and washed off my smeared makeup, then stepped into Dahvie's bedroom. I slipped into bed and under the covers. I looked over at Dahvie, laying on his back at the other side of the bed. He looked so adorable in his sleep that it's not even funny. I found myself smiling. Eventually, I ended up drifting off to sleep.
I woke up a couple hours later, I looked at the clock, 5:45 AM. I rubbed my eyes, remembering the night that Daniel proposed to me, he brought me to Disney world, and took me to our favorite lake, then he popped the question. My eyes began to fill with tears. I started crying softly. I felt as if I was never meant to be loved. Like my whole world was falling apart.
I couldn't help it, I quickly scooted over to the other side of the bed, dropped my head down onto Dahvie's chest, wrapped my arms around him and started to wail. I suddenly felt a hand stroking my hair and heard a whispering voice, telling me that it was ok. It was Dahvie's. I could almost hear the voices arguing inside Dahvie's mind. One saying, "Dude, this is soo fucking gay" And the other saying "This isn't gay, your just comforting a friend in need". But honestly, it was pretty gay.
I continued weeping on Dahvie until the urge that I had been holding back for way to long completely took over me. I Kissed Dahvie. Not a short and simple fake kiss like we'd do on stage, but an extremely long hardcore passionate French kiss. I tugged at Dahvie's hair, "Mhn…Jayy…" Dahvie murmured. Just then did I realize that I had completely forgotten about Daniel, I understood he was just a thing in the past.